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mbrandi02   in reply to Glory Be   on

Okay, thank you! I'm just really new to this and not sure how it works or how to do anything!
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mbrandi02   in reply to mbrandi02   on

In need of boys size 3t jeans and cloths. Plus shoes size 9 &11. Also any 6-12 month baby boy cloths, shoes, etc. Also looking for a booster car seat for my 3 year old. I'm a single mother of three amazing little boys, my boyfriend passed away in November, suddenly without notice of any sickness or anything. My life has not been the same since. I am unable to prove for my boys and our bills, i went from two incomes and having a life partner within a day! I'm still emotional, mentally, messed up and just lost. I cannotafford child care, although it is greatly needed! I am a hospice nurse but working as a clerk in a gas station making minimum wage and part time, not by choice. I just have not, emotionally and mentally, been able to return back to being a hospice nurse after everything that's happened recently. I work do hard, and as much as i can but i still isn't helping with getting everything paid. I put my boys before myself and donate/charity anytime i can. I'm always helping others in anyway i possibly can! Yes i am a strong independent single mother, that always has a smile nomatter how I'm feeling, help others even when i need help, I've always put everyone and everything before myself, asking for help is not something I'm good at or even know how to do because I've always been the helping hand but sometimes, those people are the ones the need the help the most! Anything will help, someone to help with a place for counseling for the loss of my boyfriend and just all around help. I've come to realize that i also need help with myself and life and need to get myself back to who i use to be. Trust me, I'm not here for a free ride, purple to feel sorry for me, I'm here because i truly, 100% know i need help! If anyone could in anyways, please let me know. I have no supportive family, nobody and everything is just too much right now! This is also a place for me to vent, hopefully, without any judgement against me. I went months, not answering my phone, didn't leave the house, wasn't able to be the mother and person i can be, want to be, and use to be. I just wish someone could understand what I'm going through, understand how I feel, think, and know that i cannot control this depression that takes over my every day tasks and life! I'm not here for sympathy or to really give anyone a sad story, but this is my life and had been since Brandon went into cardiac arrest, in September one day before his 29th birthday. He was in a coma for almost 2 months before passing in November. We still have over $6000 in funeral cost, have not been able to get him a memorial sight because i do not have the funds, to do so. Just between everything in life, I'm lost and a mess! If anyone could help in any way, please let me know. Even information on how to get help, helping to start a website to raise money for his funeral, memorial sight, and funds for us to recover and get back to our life as we once had. Nothing will bring Brandon back, no amount of help and/or money but to get him a memorial sight, i could go visit would be amazing and mean everything to me! A place to go and talk to him and know he has everything he deserved! He was a very hard working man, laid brick/masonry, a very hard worker, the best boyfriend/friend/man you could ever imagine having, a great dad and step dad to my two older boys, my 3 year old called him dad and still talks about him today. We all miss him more than any words could express! He ment the world to me, as i did to him, and when he died a big pay of myself did with him. If only i could really let people see and/or show them what we had and how amazing he was, i would. I'll never find another human being life him and i know that. I'm sorry to keep going on about it, but i need this, to vent, because i have nobody to talk to and it's killing me. So any help would be amazing, much appreciated,and loved! Again, it is very hard for me to ask for help oor even accept it but I've realized i need it and the boys deserve it! Sometimes the ones that are always there for others, help as much as they can, are always there for a hand, are the ones that need it the most! Sorry again for going on and on but i Judy have so many feelings and emotions that i need to express. Also i want any/all of my readers to feel like they know me, understand what I'm going through and hear my life story as it is today. Thank you, for taking the time read my post and listening! Much appreciated and loved!
Thank you and God bless,
Brandi Moore
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mbrandi02   in reply to mbrandi02   on

Hi i am a single mother of three boys; 6, 3, and 6 months. 9 months ago my world/life

These are pictures of my boyfriend/best friend i lost and of my boys and I! Just want people to see us and get a feel for who we are! I had known my boyfriend since 2nd grade, was my first boyfriend, kiss, and true friend. He knew/remembered everything about me. He was my life, my world, my everything as well as my boys but when he died, a part of me died too. The hardest thing in life is being a single parent, raising three boys all by yourself without any help or support then to also lose a loved one, someone so close that it changes your whole life/lifestyle, someone that was your support and help, is the worst thing to ever overcome or to have happen top anyone!
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Hi i am a single mother of three boys; 6, 3, and 6 months. 9 months ago my world/life

Hi i am a single mother of three boys; 6, 3, and 6 months. 9 months ago my world/life changed in a blink of an eye. I am actually a hospice nurse but working at a gas station making minimum wage. My boyfriend/best friend/sole mate passed away in November, i had my son the end of January, while i was on maternity leave, my patient passed away, so as of right now i have not been able to go back to bring a hospice nurse. The Day before my boyfriend 29th birthday, he went into cardiac arrest and was in a coma and hospice until he passed two months later. I'm still grieving his loss and the loss of my life. I was going to be a stay at home mom after this baby because my oldest was starting school and i could not afford child care. I have went from two incomes to one and struggling very hard. I can't afford rent, electric, car payment, diapers, and everything else the boys need and am in great need of help. I am about to lose my job i have now because i have nobody to help with the boys and cannot afford childcare. I literally have nobody to help our support me during this time and am in great need of help with bills, childcare, etc. I am very strong and do every and anything to try to make ends meat but ay this point I've realized, i need help. It is very hard for me to ask for help and/or receive help but i am now desperate. I love my boys, i get no child support or help, but if something doesn't give, I'm going to lose everything including them. This last baby was totally unexpected and i wasn't sure what i was going to do but i did what every mother/father should do and took care of my responsibilities as a parent, but at this point, i cannot afford to take care of them any longer and if i do not get help soon, i will lose everything and I've already lost my everything! I'm still grieving his loss today and not sure I'll ever get better or over feeling this way! You know, love with all you have, hug as much as you can, don't ever leave anything unsaid because you never know if you'll ever get the chance to again! I never got that chance and if i could have, i would have said a lot more, hugged more, loved more. You just never think, at 28 something like this world or even could happen to you, but it can. I'm lost right now, i just don't want to lose everything i have left! If anyone could help, even help by supporting us emotionally, my boys need a make figure in their lives, a big brother type thing, i need help, but most of all i need help with getting my bills paid! I always give back, and anything i can do you anyone, i will! I spent over a month helping a friend pack to move. I had to, by myself, clear out her whole house and garage! I never relieved or asked for anything in return, in fact my rent was pay due, i was about to be evicted and they came to turn my electric off, even having 3 small kids. Lucky someone helped with the electric and someone went and paid my rent, anonymously. I'm not asking for a free ride nor do i want one, i just need help and desperate times calls for desperate measures. I have osteoporosis, RA an arthritis that effects my whole body, narcolepsy, high blood pressure, serve anxiety, depression, and wake up every single morning in do much pain, so swollen, and still do what i have to for my boys and work to provide for them. I'm exhausted and lost. If anyone could help at all, I'd appreciate any and everything! Informational, financial, emotional, spiritual help, any help i will take! Again, this is very hard for me to admit, let alone ask, for help.
Thank you,
Brandi
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mbrandi02  

Sinlet mom in desperate need of help!
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